Never There

I don't know why I have a phone,
Nobody calls, I'm all alone.
I sit on web to maybe chat.
Alone for weeks so that is that.
It's hard to do it all yourself,
When everyone has you up on shelf,
To only use when they need you,
and so you know what you must do,
to end the pain of lonliness,
and never have the chance to kiss,
cause all your friends are foggy mist,
with breeze blowing away.
The friends you tried to make today.
They used you till you had no more,
then left you outside at the door,
So soon someday you're giving up,
with no one there to fill your cup.
No reason to give, no reason to live,
no one to love, hope it's different up above.
If just one person had taken time,
to call a friend, and ease my mind.
I wouldn't need to write these rhymes.
Of loneliness and despair,
Of having friends who're never there.