Miss you

Lonely, no one around,
needed someone to talk to,
Said hello to no sound.
No use crying what good would it do,
whats the use of being here,
stuck with my blues.
You work so hard for friendship,
find you've lost,
and with no one to share,
who thinks your worth the cost.
sinking fast into despair.
why go through the motions,
of swimming up current,
when there's no ocean.
no more emotion.
Feeling so small,
and insignificant.
don't even need a place to hide.
the tears I've cried.
Too depressed to care.
Thought I'd see you for that last goodbye,
but you didn't return,
No use to even try.
When you're needed most, you're always there,
But when it's your turn to need,
not a one seems to care.
No one to even give a long goodbye to.
Doesn't matter I still love you.